killing lies

 

 

 

 

I looked you in the eyes,
told you these lies.
It started so innocent.
I want to take it back,

But it is too late.

I lied to seem better.
To feel better.
I lied so you would like me.
To make you love me.

It worked.

The truth did not interest you.
But the lies,
you laughed,
cried,
smiled,
cared.
So I continued.

You will never understand,
the feeling of not being good enough.
Because you are always the best,
while I am nothing.

 

Now i regret.

I hate telling them,

over and over again.

But you will still never understand.

You will never love me again.

So I just keep looking you in the eyes,

telling the same old lies.